Entry 20

Date: 23|03|09
Entry: 20
Time: 2010hrs



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This looks like another looong emo post. Well, here goes.

Term two started off relatively without a hitch. A few problems here and there. I got a shitty haircut. I'm back in the boarding house. I'm separated from a lot of things and right now, I wish I could turn back time and create a huge fuss about coming to boarding, but I can't so what the hell. The sun sets and my emotions eem to go down with it. The later it gets, the more sad I seem to get. Maybe its cos we didn't really have a good C^2 Session. Dammit... Oh well, I don't blame you guys. Xenon and Worm, Get well soon! MJB Lets invite people! I think you would know who I would have in mind.

A notice to Dave.
NO I DO NOT WANT TO BUY A NORMAL SKATEBOARD. I PREFER CASTORS WHICH HAVE MORE CONTROL. AND MAY I ADD THAT I LIKE MY BOARD AND I DON'T REALLY CARE MUCH FOR A STUPID PLANK ON WHEELS.

I'd just like to make this clear to people. If you think that what I have or do is stupid, then piss off. I don't give a shit what you think of me and no I will not change to suit YOUR needs. I like Castors. Screw Rigids. I like hoodies, deal with it.

40 days and 39 nights left after this one. And after tomorrow, 39 days, 39 nights. I just want time to pass by faster. I don't care about how close the MYE's are. 6 weeks, what's the big deal. I'm anticipating the day that I can get out of boarding. Which by the way is in 10 friggin weeks. I just want to get out earlier, but my parents won't allow me to get out. I can't wait for the weekend though. That's like, the only chance I can get to escape the fervent studying that I have to do every night. In a way I also pity those who have to stay in this boarding house. It feels like a concentration camp, where we are made to concentrate. How cruel eh?

Days go by, the sun sets and rises, and I wake up in my dorm, tired and weary. Living a 5 minute walk away from class is NOT what I would think as a good thing. I would want to go home everyday to have some R&R and actually enjoy myself after a crappy day or a tiresome day. Not to mention my insatiable apetite for music. Which can almost never be satisfied. Separated from my drums and my piano, not to mention the guitars. And yes, I am trying to learn guitar, though I am failing at it. But like they say, a journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step, so here I am taking my first step to improving my abilities as a musician. In a way, I feel like this is like the first week in boarding happening all over again. Its kinda like, having my own place for that while and then suddenly I'm stuck back in boarding. Sharing space, toilets, but thankfully not toiletries.

Well, I'm hoping for the best right now. For a lot of things. Firstly, My Grandmother. I just hope she makes it. Secondly, my upcoming exams, Thirdly, my baptism on Easter as wellas my final meeting with Pator Mark tomorrow, and finally, a very special topic that I won't post here. Those of you who know, please, I urge you, remain silent. Exposure is the last thing I want.

Okay, I guess thats all I can say right now.

Just a shout out to a few people.


Xenon and Royal, Get well soon! I just hope you guys get well so we can party! Haha! Make sure you drink lots of water Royal! Don't forget! We party for you!

MJB, Like I said, invite a phenomenal number of people! That way its more fun! I seriously can't wait for Saturday. It's gonna be awesomeness.

ET, I know I sound like I'm griping but please its really nothing. I'm just really anticipant for the end of May. Then I can go back home.


And with all that said and done, I just wanna say, Good night, Have a good rest and, Lets all persevere in hopes of a fun filled future.

Hitz, giving my condolences to Julian. You'll get over her.
Good night, and good luck.

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Time: 2010hrs.